i  was looking for a b r e a t h of a life, for a little touch of heavenly light but all the choirs in my head sang "no" ! to get a dream of life again, a little vision of the start and the end but all the choirs in my head sang "no" !

WHOSE SIDE AM I ON ?

     ( indie selective usagi   tsukino roleplay blog
written by gaby. )



“i can’t breathe, i can’t –”

HURT MEME ( CURRENTLY ACCEPTING ) !

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        “ chibi-usa ? “ she calls out, hands finding their way to the smaller girl’s shoulders so she can gently shake her in hopes of getting any kind of reaction even a smack to the forehead or something that would be characteristic of their quotidian altercations. get a hold of yourself, you can’t go out like this ! “  the distress is evident in her voice, tears sitting at the socket of her eyes & threatening to fall at any given moment even though she was trying to be strong for everyone who was involved in that battle. it was a known fact that the two girls were always bickering & fighting but the senshi absolutely despised seeing the tiny pinkette hurt or upset because even if usagi was still a kid herself in this timeline chibi-usa was her FUTURE child, the fruit of her & mamoru’s timeless love she was a part of her. the blonde was now holding the unconscious girl against her chest, tears sliding freely down porcelain skin because she had no idea of how to help the future princess. chibi-usa.. “  she sniffles, resting her chin atop of the other’s head.  don’t leave me like this ! don’t leave us like this ! – i know i’m a terrible big sister & you might not even like me that much. but if you’re not doing this for me do it for your parents, do it for mamo-chan & the other sailors. just please don’t give up yet ! you have such a great & beautiful life ahead of you, i don’t want you to miss out. & i’m sorry you got dragged into this but you can’t do this ! “ her voice is hoarse from all the screaming in hopes that she hears her words & comes back to consciousness. her grip becomes tighter & she presses her lips to the top of the child’s head.  i know i don’t express it correctly & i’ve said the opposite plenty of times but I LOVE YOU so please wake up. — PLEASE ! “