i was looking for a b r e a t h of a life, for a little touch of heavenlylight
but all the choirs in my head sang "no" ! to get a dream of life again,
a little vision of the start and the end but all the choirs in my head sang "no" !
WHOSE SIDE AM I ON ?
( indie selective usagi tsukino roleplay blog written by gaby. )
spent all day watching anime & reading fanfiction so i really didn’t really do much other than replying to the single thread i had in my drafts, however, i took a look at the list of starters i owe & will try to get to those before work tomorrow. for now, it’s bedtime for me !
Haruka can only smile, placing a finger beneath Usagi’s chin to tilt her face upwards slightly. Mamoru wasn’t Haruka’s favourite person in the world – sometimes he didn’t seem to treat his girlfriend as well as she truly deserved, and no girl should ever feel like she wasn’t good enough for her partner. But Usagi was happy, wasn’t she? That was all that mattered in the end. “I really mean that. Don’t let anyone make you think you aren’t good enough, okay?” She smiled, before booping Usagi on the nose. Haruka was well aware of what it was like to have a romance from a past life, although she wasn’t about to mention that. “That bad, huh? Well, at least that means you have nowhere to go but up, right?”
eyelashes flutter as wide oceanic orbs stare up at her, lips curving into a soft smile filled with warmth & she comes to the conclusion that she had failed to realize how much haruka cares about her; even if that’s what she’s SUPPOSED to do seeing as usagi is the princess ( which is something she forgets a lot herself ), she knows it’s not just because of that. it’s because they’re friends, & it makes the rabbit’s heart flutter to realize that the taller girl considers her one of hers. “ t – thank you. “ she’s a little bit surprised at those words which is evident by the dazed look in her eyes & how her words just tumble from her parted lips, however, she’s quick to compose herself & flash the other a broad smile. “ but you don’t have to worry, haruka-san. even if i feel that way i know it’s gonna be just for the MOMENT because then when i get home that day my mom’s probably going to make delicious dinner & dessert & i’ll forget all about it ! “ she assures, a jokingly tone addressing her words because in reality she doesn’t really forget anything just acts like she does. plenty of negative comments & situations still burn in the back of her mind, which is why she’ll hold haruka’s advice close to her heart. “ i guess you do have a point, i’ll definitly do my best next time ! — thank you for encouraging me. “
COUNTRIES I’VE LIVED IN: portugal. FAVORITE FANDOM: probably the naruto fandom since it’s the one i’ve made the most friends in & got along well with everyone. LANGUAGES YOU SPEAK: portuguese, spanish ( although poorly ), english. FAVOURITE FILM OF 2015: i have no idea. LAST ARTICLE YOU READ: a 9gag post about 32 stupid things to spend your money on. SHUFFLE YOUR SONG LIBRARY AND PUT THE FIRST THREE TITLES HERE:
cigarette daydreams, CAGE THE ELEPHANT somebody else, THE 1975 radio, LANA DEL REY
LAST THING YOU BOUGHT ONLINE: nada. LAST PERSON YOU DREAMED OF: i literally never remember any of my dreams don’t do this to me. ANY RECURRING DREAMS: i haven’t had these since i was like 4. ANY PHOBIAS OR FEARS: i am afraid of the dark. HOW WOULD YOUR FRIENDS DESCRIBE YOU: kind of to and fro, like they feel like they don’t know me very well because apparently i am unpredictable they never know what to expect from me. but nonetheless i’m funny and a loyal friend to those who deserve it. HOW WOULD YOUR ENEMIES DESCRIBE YOU: satan. that’s literally it. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR SOMEONE: yeah.
Chibiusa went to talk to Usagi " Usagi can I ask you something ? Where do Babies come from ?"Chibiusa asked
usagi was about to take a nap once chibiusa barged into her room, as soon as the younger girl’s question reaches her ears the blonde almost falls off her bed. “ what’s this all of a sudden ?! “ she inquires, her face turning beet red as she turns to the pinkette with discomfort written across her features. “ don’t you have homework to do or something ? “ honestly, what was it with this girl ? always coming up with questions she didn’t know how to answer. actually, OF ALL PEOPLE why did she have to ask her about it !
Haruka gave a soft smile, head nodding once at the statement. It was true enough; and Usagi wasn’t given enough credit. Sure, she could be childish at times, but she had a good heart. One that was worth protecting. “Mamoru-chan is lucky to have someone like you as his girlfriend. He really doesn’t deserve you.” Her words weren’t meant to be mean, but… well, she was too blunt for her own good sometimes. She flicked one of Usagi’s buns playfully, before shoving her hand into her pocket. “I won’t tell a soul, but… how bad was your grade? Worse than normal?”
it seems like haruka had taken the day to surprise her not only by bumping into her at a very UNFORTUNATE time but also with her words, the palm of her hand rests on one of her cheeks that are slowly flushing into a deep shade of red due to the unexpected comment. usagi is so used to hear that the other way around & she does believe what she hears sometimes seeing as mamoru truly is a catch, however, she’s very flattered that the other thinks of her that highly. “ do you really mean that ? “ her eyes light up like two headlights & her lips curl into a toothy grin. “ well, i personally just think that me & mamo-chan are very lucky to have each other since the bond we share is very SPECIAL. “ a schoolgirl like dreamy sigh tumbles from full brims. “ even if he really doesn’t deserve me sometimes. “ she whispers as if she was sharing one of the world’s biggest secrets with her even if she’s joking, which is immediately given away once the pigtail haired girl’s words are followed by a small wink & her tongue being stuck out. “ ah, well .. “ she rubs the back of her neck, an apologetic expression washing over her features before looking around & gesturing a ZERO with her free hand.
“Wandering alone on these forests is not really a good idea, why where you here to begin with?” He didn’t mean to sound rude, really, his voice was more curious than reproaching, he could just not get how people came to find the deepest parts of the forests without getting hurt, not only was it dangerous some caves and trees still held magical creatures around, although they usually hid, you never knew when one might try to strike. Raimundo made a thoughtful expression before shaking his head at her words.
“Nah, is ok. I’ll get you back on the road. I had already finished my training anyway.” Not actually true, but he couldn’t just let civilians on their own like this, not only was it one of his duties, he would also feel guilty if something happened to her. Raimundo hoped from where he was to her level in a single jump and landed effortlessly at her side, black robes only crippling an inch.
“Where did you last see your friends?”
it’s safe to say she’s a little bit intimidated even though he hasn’t given her any reason to, it probably has more to do with the fact that she has no idea where she is & feels a little bit out of place in a temple that seemed so serious & respectful not to mention that she’s also extremely embarrassed about the fact that she was caught peeking inside. “ well, um .. – “ she begins, a bright shade of crimson layering her cheeks as she scratches the tip of her nose. “ my hat was blown all the way here by the wind. “ her tone is apologetic & she feels the need to lift the hand that’s holding it to show it to him. usagi feels like a little bit of a nuisance once he offers to walk her back to her friends after she’s clearly INTERRUPTED his training. “ n-no, you don’t have to do that i’m sure i’ll be able to find them on my own ! “ well, at least she’s sure that luna would realize she’s missing at some point & come look for her with the rest of the gang. celestial orbs widen once he rapidly & seemingly effortlessly stands beside her with a single leap, she’s beyond IMPRESSED at this point & figures that mako-chan would probably get along very well with this boy. “ i’m not sure.. – all i know is that i was following them back to the inn after our picnic. “ this isn’t helpful information at all, she’s even more embarrassed just when she thought that would be impossible.
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In her mind, it’s likely because of her leg – the second people notice a prosthetic peeking from out of her sock, they tend to not know how to act. (It’s just as likely they react to her occasionally stilted, oft-too-formal speech, or to the broad shoulders and the wide-palmed hands that make her a little different than the average girl her age.)
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“I – don’t mind if you sit here, though.”
eyelashes flutter once the girl mentions being alone usagi sees no reason as to why she seemed nice & friendly, however, she was happy that she was allowed to keep her company. “ cool ! “ she exclaims happily once she’s given the green light to take a seat beside her. she immediately plops down beside the girl, placing her obento box on her lap before looking beside her & flashing the other a bright smile. “ i’m tsukino usagi, by the way. – what’s your name ? “
